Currently Playing Juturna By Circa Survive see related

So today was my last day of school EVER. It was weird to think about, but freeing at the same time... and sad.

I almost started crying when I was hugging Erin and Setareh at the end of the day, realizing that I will never be in a school environment with them again and that's not even that sad, because what is so special about being in a school environment? Wow, I don't know what I'm gonna do at the end of the summer...

I also preregistered for my classes at Nyack and I will get my schedule in a few weeks. Exciting, huh? I find it to be. Except, I have to take a language, and I don't remember any french from the three years I took it...

Graduation is on Saturday and my family is having a fun, big party and you are ALL invited. My mom sent out invitations to adults and stuff, but I forgot that I was supposed to invite my friends. Oops. So yeah, everyone come to my house on saturday from 2-5!! and we will partayy.

On Sunday, I get to leave for the beach with my bestest friends in the entire world. I cannot wait, it will be such a good start to summer and I LOVE the beach. I haven't been there in forever.

So I am trying to get a summer job. I just applied to Faccia Luna to be a waitress. I hope they hire me, cause that is the best restaurant. I cannnott believe it's summer vacation already. I don't know what to do with myself. All of a sudden I have like no responsibilites, which isn't really true, but it feels like I don't. Today I got soo much done and it was really fun.

I had the best realization ever this week (well God revealed it to me) and it's made such a big difference in everything. I don't know why I ever try to do things on my own. God always hits me in the face like this, it just becomes clear that his way is SO much better than mine...

I love singing. Sometimes I'm tired and my throat hurts but I dont want to stop cause it's the funnest thing EVER. Tonight I was driving in my car and singing really loud with the cd and I have a cold and it hurt my throat to sing but I couldn't stop haha. I'm soo thankful that God gave us the gift of music.  Music is SO beautiful and SUCH a wonderful thing that we can enjoy. and also use to give praise back to him.

So now that it is summer, I will MAYBE try and write more... but no promises. I like reading other people's better than writing in mine.

The time has come to say...

goodnight my love.

p.s. How good is this song?

p.s.(2)   You can make the smileys really big

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Currently Playing Son, I Loved You at Your... By As Cities Burn see related

"Let the dead bury their own dead. Will you still love me in famine as when love began at the harvest? Or would you gain the whole world. Son, I love you at your darkest but what good is the whole world when I promise no tomorrow. I only promise your tomorrows will never take you past my palm.

Love...

what is love without trust? At my word... would you bring your Isaac?

Son, I loved you at your darkest."

"AWAKE! Awake in the company of men given something to say.
Give me a servant's heart and a tongue to obey.
Awake! Come wind... Awake! Come thought...
Tired head, take up your mat.

Take your mat and walk..."

best song EVER.

p.s. there... I updated.

Omgoshh i just want to say cause i didn't put in on the below survey that i miss Mike soo much!! and i can't wait 'til he comes back and I can't wait for him to lead worship next year cause he's extrememly good at it and God has given him such a talent for it. and i miss being able to talk to him about stuff. Sorry mike i didn't forget you I just wasn't thinking.